Wednesday, December 29, 2010
I am excited about the new year :). Hoping we will finally have a baby. A friend of mine had a premonition that we would get pregnant, find out in January, and have a baby girl in September. Blonde hair and hazel eyes! How strange and very specific! I pray it's true! I have been taking my new supplement, but the diet is not on right now. Christmas was great! It was 3 days of food and presents! LOL. Phoenix had 4 days of presents! It was nice to be able to take our time with each family because usually we have to fit 3 Christmas' into 2 and a half days. It's ugly and rushed! But it was very nice this year. OH! I finally got my puppy! He is such a doll. His name is Bo! I hope everyone else enjoyed their Christmas! Happy New Years!
Thursday, December 16, 2010
So just realized I hadn't posted anything in a long time. I started back up on the diet and quit again after about 5 days. My hormones just get so out of whack and I am afraid of losing my hair again to do it I think. It's all in my head! So I will just continue eating junk and feel horrible about it for now until I get my motivation and determination back that I had before. I was so determined to kick the Candida that when it didn't happen and I got sicker because of the diet I decided it wasn't worth it and life is too short to be so deprived. So I have gained back 15 pounds of the 45 I lost and I am pretty upset about that but it's not a big deal because I feel healthier now. No kidney stones, urinary tract infections, or hair loss. Just tiredness and chronic yeast infections. Occasionally I take the Hydrogen Peroxide treatment to stop the yeast infections but it it only temporary. Just really discouraged right now :(. And we still are not pregnant which is really frustrating also! With God's blessing I trust it will happen soon! I pray everyday to get better and become a mother! I found a new treatment for the Candida and I will trying that soon. It a probiotic supplement called Symbion. I pray it works!!! I need some relief from the exhaustion. Lately been a little stressed out about work also because of my Spanish calls. They are not going well so I have to undergo training before I get to take or make the calls again. Stressing me out because I have been doing this for 2 years and now they decide to do something about it? Just because I made an error on one call. Hopefully things will get better! I am so excited to get my new puppy that I could scream! I love dachshunds and I have been wanting another one since Lex. I love Christmas and I hope it's a good one this year (without any tears!). Merry Christmas!!!!