Lucas & Jenn Riley

Lucas & Jenn Riley
5.8.10

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Been a While!

So just realized I hadn't posted anything in a long time.  I started back up on the diet and quit again after about 5 days.  My hormones just get so out of whack and I am afraid of losing my hair again to do it I think.  It's all in my head!  So I will just continue eating junk and feel horrible about it for now until I get my motivation and determination back that I had before.  I was so determined to kick the Candida that when it didn't happen and I got sicker because of the diet I decided it wasn't worth it and life is too short to be so deprived.  So I have gained back 15 pounds of the 45 I lost and I am pretty upset about that but it's not a big deal because I feel healthier now.  No kidney stones, urinary tract infections, or hair loss.  Just tiredness and chronic yeast infections.  Occasionally I take the Hydrogen Peroxide treatment to stop the yeast infections but it it only temporary.  Just really discouraged right now :(.  And we still are not pregnant which is really frustrating also!  With God's blessing I trust it will happen soon!  I pray everyday to get better and become a mother!  I found a new treatment for the Candida and I will trying that soon.  It a probiotic supplement called Symbion.  I pray it works!!!  I need some relief from the exhaustion.  Lately been a little stressed out about work also because of my Spanish calls.  They are not going well so I have to undergo training before I get to take or make the calls again.  Stressing me out because I have been doing this for 2 years and now they decide to do something about it?  Just because I made an error on one call.  Hopefully things will get better!  I am so excited to get my new puppy that I could scream!  I love dachshunds and I have been wanting another one since Lex.  I love Christmas and I hope it's a good one this year (without any tears!).  Merry Christmas!!!!

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